It was one of those times in my life that I felt I was drowning. Drowning in sorrow as my mom had just recently passed (this happened in December 2014, Mom passed March 2014), in fear of not finding a company who will properly compensate me, and lastly in doubt that I can go through all of this alone. It felt so heavy and agonising to carry a cross so heavy that felt like forever to get up. I was so down as losing my mom hadn’t really sunk in yet and now this. It’s all mixed emotions, everything is happening all at once and I haven’t really taken time to properly grieve for my mom and now I’m grieving for more new things — loss of hope, confidence and my self-esteem. Continue reading Losing a job.